366 days and it's still there...I miss him.
I am mostly known being a very cheerful and loud person. But there are times that I just want to be quite and think about the world around me, what things I've done wrong and stuff like that. People actually had some misconception about me being a shallow bitch - But I ain't shallow, I just turn into a bitch when needed. But going back, one of the things that really makes me succumb to my vulnerable self is my dad. Today is the 366th day that he went away. I really miss him. I think about him all the time, how if he hadn't went away I would have known more than what he was on the outside.