After Us
I remember the most painful break up I had. It was unbearable that I forgot my whole existence and just cried. I told myself to keep it together. You can do this. You can move on. That was 5 years ago. There are still days I hear that song he dedicated to me. At first it made me froze just to hear the first few stanzas and feel that my body is slowly cracking in pieces. I shed tears and even had thoughts of what if I let him back in...which in the end never happened because I had friends to tell me that its not worth it. This was a chapter of my life that almost destroyed me. It was 3 months of him just being the center of my world. Then that December night I ended my misery in ending that relationship. He cheated on me - no scratch that. I was the other woman who didn't even knew it. Its hard to swallow that. Its like a bitter pill that I had to swallow to make me feel better. At first movin...