Alice Does Blogs

I know what you are thinking - AND ITS NOT THAT WORD! The big T word I am meaning to share for a long time is Therapy. I know its quite a sensitive topic to talk about and yes, I go on therapy. Why tho?  Well because I have a lot of issues I need to fix within myself and honestly I need a professional to help me. Talking to a friend is fine but it doesn't really solve all my unfinished issues and repressed emotions because it takes someone that is well grasped in psychology to be able to tell me what's wrong and what I need to do. Its so twisted whenever I tell people that I go on a session almost every week because its like I'm insane - which I am not, I just need to discuss my issues and find clarity in the situations I get myself into. Is it expensive? YES. Its quite expensive, especially here in the Philippines because there are not a lot of mental health care providers that are readily available unlike in the United States where mental health is quite impor

If you have noticed it YES! I finally changed this blog's interface! after so many freakin' years I have decided to yes - just scrap the whole format I had before and start fresh. Why? I just decided to keep everything clean and minimal for now. I am not really sure yet where to go from here. I had a very interesting conversation a couple of days ago with a friend over some cocktails about life. I am not really into talking deep about my feelings to anyone - but somehow it was just right. We had a conversation about how my life could've been if I didn't left my job as a teacher, would I be where I am now if I didn't taken the leap of faith? My friend said it was the best thing I could've done in my life. Not that I hated my job as a teacher because I loved every second of it...I didn't really felt that I fulfilled my purpose even if I have loved my job. I felt I was stuck in that place teaching kids over and over then looking over the brightly l

Its been a while.  I know. Its like meeting up with an old friend again.  I missed you to be honest.  I don't know why I left blogging. Maybe because of pressure? Stress? Personal problems? All of the above? I am still boggled why I suddenly left without notice.  I've kept quiet for a while because of some things I need to hide and I think now is the right time to let them out. I think its really time because I am finally free from the shackles I was held in for a long time.  To be honest, This blog is supposed to be an outlet for me and my problems while I enjoy make up and knowing more about it. But somehow I got lost.  Thankfully I found some new people that helped me get back up from being dropped. I won't say who they are but they know that they are the reason I am back and still struggling to be back on my feet.  Thank you guys. I have found my way back to loving to writing again. To expressing myself without hesitation again. To be alive again.  Words are not enough