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the categories of 'friendship'

In friendships, there would be a time that friends would have fights and after those fights they would make up and be friends again…. does that mean that there is a forgive and forget scenario in the picture? Maybe. There would be a ‘scar’ in their friendship, that scar can be healed, it just depends if the other person will forget about it. Some friendships are just plain that they pretend that everything is okay…but actually it is not. There is the ‘plasticity’ and the betrayal of friendships. In my personal experience, I have done those things; it is because I am a person that values friendships. And I am a person that doesn’t give a person a second chance in mending something that is already broken. Many of my friends are categorized in 3 categories; the ‘bitches/jerks’, the ‘gray line’, and the ‘true people’. This may seem like I am being plastic, I am but I use my brain that when a person has value to me, whether or not that I like him/her I would just use them for my own advanta

sa likod ng mga tawa

Sa likod ng mga tawa, Ay isang malungkot na mundo na pilit itinatago. Mundo na may lungkot na matagal nang ikinimkim Isang mundo na pilit kong nilalayo sa akin. Sa aking buhay Nakita ko na ang mga hindi ko dapat Makita Ang mga sakit at hirap Pati ang luha at pagpapasakit ng aking buong pamilya. Itinatago ko ang lungkot Dahil ayoko na silang masaktan pa Sapat na ang aking mga nakita Hanggang doon na lamang iyon Tawanan at kasiyahan nalang ang kaya ko ibigay Para gumaan naman ang kanilang buhay Hindi man ito isang magarang regalo Ito ang alam ko na mas makabubuti sa aking mga minamahal

deafening silence in my house

I thought I'd never experience this kind of silence in my house. it was just so deafening that I wanted to scream. its so creepy, the lights in the living was off and the only light source was in the kitchen. I sat in the couch to think of the things I have to do, and i felt that someone was with me. I know for a fact that there are other 'people' living in our house and I respect them for that. I just felt uncomfortable that time because I felt that 'he/she' was looking at me. and it was no joke, I just have to ask them to quit it because its so awkward at that moment. and after I did that, the radio turned on. another weird incident in our house, but its ordinary for me-'they' always do that. silence is one of the ways 'they' show that they are beside you. I think that being with 'them' is one great thing for me, because I don't have to be scared anymore because 'they' will protect me. their silence is my protection from being h