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If you have read my previous post, you will understand this post further. I never really intended to push him to breaking up with me. I did it because I wanted attention from him. Its either we fight or I become petty - and apparently I mixed those two together and it ended my relationship. During the first stage of our relationship it was okay. He was the clingy one in the relationship but the farther we got into the journey the more he pushed me away. Before we finally broke up I had my breaking point. It was about a week ago when we had a fight and 'broke up'. When that scenario happened I finally had my last breath of hope of him not being stubborn and just say sorry. He was the one who was wrong during our argument that time by the way which is why I wanted him to apologize. It was over my facebook account password. I know there will be mixed reactions towards this but as much as I love him I prefer my facebook to be as private as where I keep my underwear should...

I remember the most painful break up I had.  It was unbearable that I forgot my whole existence and just cried.  I told myself to keep it together.  You can do this. You can move on.  That was 5 years ago.  There are still days I hear that song he dedicated to me. At first it made me froze just to hear the first few stanzas and feel that my body is slowly cracking in pieces. I shed tears and even had thoughts of what if I let him back in...which in the end never happened because I had friends to tell me that its not worth it.  This was a chapter of my life that almost destroyed me.  It was 3 months of him just being the center of my world. Then that December night I ended my misery in ending that relationship. He cheated on me - no scratch that.  I was the other woman who didn't even knew it. Its hard to swallow that. Its like a bitter pill that I had to swallow to make me feel better. At first movin...