Alice Does Blogs

Just when you thought that everything is going well, that is when life splashes you with water to wake you up from the reality that not life is not a fairy tale. That happened the day I woke up that my then-boyfriend has a girlfriend and I'm the number 2. I was so dumb for believing all his lies - Maybe that is what love does to you. It makes you forget the reality that some men will try to find a way to get out of a situation that would make them sink into a pool of death from not one but two women. It happened about December 15 2009. It was weird because I was at work at that day. The thought of breaking if off has been in my head that past week. It was nerve wracking but then while I was taking a call it suddenly struck me - I need to break it off FAST. So I asked our command center put me on a short break and thankfully they did and I went to the bathroom and called him and just said "I want out - lets break up" It caught him off guard. He asked me why and I said I...

I remember the most painful break up I had.  It was unbearable that I forgot my whole existence and just cried.  I told myself to keep it together.  You can do this. You can move on.  That was 5 years ago.  There are still days I hear that song he dedicated to me. At first it made me froze just to hear the first few stanzas and feel that my body is slowly cracking in pieces. I shed tears and even had thoughts of what if I let him back in...which in the end never happened because I had friends to tell me that its not worth it.  This was a chapter of my life that almost destroyed me.  It was 3 months of him just being the center of my world. Then that December night I ended my misery in ending that relationship. He cheated on me - no scratch that.  I was the other woman who didn't even knew it. Its hard to swallow that. Its like a bitter pill that I had to swallow to make me feel better. At first movin...